sketching a bit on some down time...
I've been eating chocolate and cookies like crazy this week. I mean it's kind of scary and pretty sure at some point I'll start having with-drawls and just grab anything that resembles sugar in my cabinets. So time to toss out the old Splenda packets just to be safe. But! No harm, since the best way to kill your choco-craving is to gorge yourself until you can't even look at the stuff anymore. [Veronica is NOT A DOCTOR and does NOT recommend you do this]
I've spent lots of time this year thinking about "Things I should be doing". I should be drawing in this style right now, I should be making X a year right now, I should be pushing my online sales harder. Putting these stresses on yourself is crazy - and just makes you doubt what you're doing when you're in the moment.
For 2011 I'm going to try harder to be in the moment, be joyful in what I'm doing and where I am right now instead of feeling like I "should" be doing something more important. What would happen if I continued to be dissatisfied with everything for no reason - perpetual worry! It's not worth it.
If you think too much like me - don't! We could miss the good things happening right now.